It is now 12:07 Monday morning on Day + 6 and I have been contemplating bed for over 4 hours. I am upset and am finding it difficult to sleep. I have gone on so long it seems and I am tired. Sunday was spent trying to sort out my mother's hospital situation and by the time I got home from that I was too tired to go to my daughters place, much to her dismay I am sure. She is going to perform with Team Canada at the World Gynestrada in Lausanne, Switzerland and she leaves on Wednesday. I am very happy that she has this opportunity. Lausanne is the official Olympic Capital and houses the headquarters of the International Olympic Committee {IOC}It will be the trip of a lifetime and I am very proud of her. She was upset with me and her sisters this evening; probably partially why I cannot sleep lol
I am going to have to be up in a few hours to further deal with my mother's situation as well as my own, like trying to find out what my doctors new schedule is??? I hope my daughter can open herself up to the possibility that we WILL see each other before she leaves and know that if we don't for some reason, that it has no bearing on whether she is going to have a great time ;-/ I will love her just as much and wish her just as safe a journey even if I don't get to say it in person.
I am going to give sleep my best shot now and I believe that tomorrow is another day; one in which I may allow the grace of God to continue to re-enlighten me ;-D Peace
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