Day + 6

It is already noon and I am still undressed. Now it is almost 9 pm at night and I am only half dressed LOL I have had a day and a half and feeling a little used up, I guess is the best way to describe it. It isnt like being overwhelmed, like on information overload day lol, it's more like my battery has run its course in very short order today. I dealt with 2 docs offices, the hospital where mum is, Great West Life, CPP Disability as well as 2 or 3 other crisises, the end results being way less than gratifying, sigh
My family docs office set up an appointment for me to speak directly with the doctor regarding my faulty CPP medical report that I asked for my $60 bucks to be refunded lol well the laughs on me because that appointment isn't until a week tomorrow ;-/ The vascular surgeons office wants me to bring in the blank CPP medical report forms that I have for him to fill out but he won't be in the office until wednesday so his receptionist will talk to him then and relay my concerns?!? hooo boy THAT sounds promising, let's see well, the doctor at the Sturgeon hospital where my mum is currently, received several messages from me throughout the day but did not return my calls at all; instead a nursing resident who apparently goes on all the doctors rounds with them called and tried to answer my queries. She got the receiving end of some emotional shit lol and ended up giving me her private line, stating " you may be able to get ahold of me much easier than the doctor." Guess that's a good thing ;-? Great West Life was just now returning my frantic call from last thursday lmao, nuff said.
Some nice gay boys took the letter and updated information I promised CPP Disability to Canada Place for me so I didn't have to ;-D - Thank you boys xoxo
I cannot really do anything about the other 2-3 crisises so I am letting them go as best I can  which according to my daughter(s) is not well enough. Don't get me wrong, I know they mean well but sometimes it just seems like they just do "mean" well, sigh, did I teach them that?!?  I would like to think that they're unaware that they are doing it but hard to conceive on some levels ;-/ Funny thing is it really is just a very basic reaction to fear.
So in proverbial limbo I remain until more aspects align themselves with the rightness of the Creator and allow things to flow once again. Until then I need to rest and try to take care of myself; let my adult friends fend for themselves for awhile and not butt my nose into more chaos and miscreation as it only helps exacerbate my own fears; which is very unproductive ;-/ Peace