Aaaarrrrrghhhhh!!!! Was that a primal enough scream for you? I find it funny that I always say it could be worse and then sometimes it just is. . . ;-(
In amongst all this mess of moving, my adopted father passed away last night ;-( Makes me wonder how much one person can truly stand, I hope it is good that I feel I could still take some more ;-/ Not sure exactly where to go from here, I sincerely hate having to change my plan/schedule/life so many times in such a relatively short period of time. I want to take the time here to acknowledge my sister who has lived in the U.S. with and taking care of her biological father for better than 5 years now. Though Dad was now in a nursing home, she was still there for him ;-D Even his final day, she indulged his wish to go out and partook of a festival; the kind of outing that had become part of his routine; something he enjoyed; you have done very right by him emotionally and physically; Thank You ;-D I love you too and think that Dad could not have had a better final day. I know we are all sad for our loss but Dad lived a full 87 years, the latter of which, thanks to you ;-)
So where does this leave me? LOL right now, still without a fully functional, already moved into apartment and a slightly less balanced brain I think. I may have to expedite a passport {darn, why didnt I renew when I had the chance??}and make a trip stateside. Can you do a funeral via webcam?
;-( this totally sucks. My brother is going to take me on Monday morning to tell our Mom ;-( She has had so many people leave her life lately. . .I am not looking forward to it and I hate that I take solace in the fact that she likely wont remember for long, not the details, or perhaps even the fact that we even told her, sigh I really appreciate my brother doing this for/with me. He is the more stoic type lol the practical cancer I call it, he comes by it honestly lol Mum's a crab too, so is my sister lol so maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel ;-D
Rest in peace Dad, I love you
In memory of Donald Elmer Garbe, Born January 14th, 1924, Died May 28th, 2011
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